yesterday, i was very eager to write a post..(kya lng d aq nkgmit ng pc) i wanted to tell how happy i am ystrday dat i ws very wrong to feel (ds past few days) dt my friends are turning a bit cold..we chat and laugh all day and even went out of school together...and now, i'm feeling it again..haaaii..i'm OVERsensitive!, i know i shouldn't feel ds way but i just can't help it.. i just thought dt we would go out of school together and chat about whatever happened today..but i guess i expected too much.., (napaka-arte q tlga!argh!)
dis is how it went, uwian na and most have left already, late n q nkbalik sa rum dhil galing kme sa meetng pra sa club.,nka-P.E. pa q,,kya klngn q p mgbihis at mg-ayos ng things.,nndun pa ang frends q..(dt's y i thot..), tas umm..shortly..ngpaalam na cla,,wow!,,uuwi na cla..bye dw,,ok fine bye at tungo nmn aq coldly..npkweird q kc eh..i just don't like being alone,,pero actually, ang kapal q to feel sad about it when sometimes..hndi pla,,most of the times hindi nmn tlga kme sbay-sbya umuwi..ksma pa nga q mnsan s mga unang umuuwi eh..grbe,,ang kpal q tlga..ang pangit ng ugali q..haaaii..
anyway,khit ppano mai happy p ren n ngyari ngaung araw..masaya nmn kme lage tuwing umaga eh,,pagod lng cguro pg-hapon..hmm..bumaba ung grades q ngaung 3rd qtr..eh di malamang ranking den..wla lng,,nasisiyahan lnga q..kc xmpre less expectations and all..d na gaanong pressured..wow grbe,,sooobrang relief..d nga aq dpt matuwa pero gnun tlga,,mas gumaan kc ang feeling q eh,,nasabi q nnmn sa nnay q,,at as i expected, aus lng sa knya..sbe nia gnun dw tlga,,aus lng bsta ng-aaral,,kya lng nung una cnbi nia bt dw aq ngppbaya..ngak..mdio na HB 2loi aq,,nasumbatan q p sya,,sbe q "gus2 mo ba wg n q m2log?", pra kcng nklimutn ng nanay q n ng-aaral nmn aq ng mbute,tas mbute n lng she went back to reality..sbe nia aus lng,gnun dw tlga..wow,,hndi xa na-disappoint..kc kung mgglit nmn xa dpat mahahalata q..pero hndi..grbe sooobrang relief tlga..nung una nga na-feel q parang i failed the ppol hu r expctng from me..pero sbi nga ni ms. suarez.."Awards don't define a person", so ibg sbhn i hvn't failed dem...hmm,,ryt now, wat bothers me is the upcoming results of UPCAT,,umaasa pa q eh noh?,,haha..gus2 q lng dun,,pero aus na rin sa uste..,,at least mai skul n q..hmm..
