i would have kept all my sentiments to myself and let it pass, but you're just getting way too much. i'm very close to snapping at you any moment. onti na lang talaga.

para tigilan ko na kausapin ang sarili ko, dito na lang. haaay, sobrang stupid ko talaga. at napaka samang tao, at napakasensitive. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. lenten season pa man din. hindi ko matanggap na ganito ang asal ko. naman. nananakit na nga ako, at napakadaming beses ko pa nagsabi ng bad words ngayong araw na to (at lately na rin yata). gusto ko nang umiyak, pero napakawalang kwenta naman kasi. oh well, ganun naman talaga ako. umiiyak para sa mga walang kwentang bagay. 

I’ve finally considered writing again after enduring too much vain hours of sleeping all through Christmas break. It took me a while to realize that today is the last day of year 2008 and I have no intentions to reminisce the events of the ending year. But then I will not fail to remember that I have so much to be grateful about (for surviving this year). Thank you God. And I guess it is just appropriate that I leave behind whatever resentment I feel towards some people. I’m now utterly (and sincerely) forgiving a close friend (I’ve considered) for being insensitive. I have nothing more left to say but: best of luck for 2009!

There is something bugging my mind: Is there such thing as malanding manang?? 

 

 

i have so much to be grateful about.

yesterday was another good time with my friends. going to EK for the nth time is not something i am overly excited about, neither meeting friends i constantly keep in touch with. sure i was looking forward to it, but i never expected to have super fun. but i was totally wrong.

thank you iris for the treat. thank you friends for the good time. thank you for the nice pictures. thank you ghie for lending me your shorts. haha

we went on a perfect time. not too many people, no problem with waiting long in line. not too sunny, not rainy either. but the space shuttle is closed. that sucks!

expect to get wet on this ride --> that was a warning i never thought was serious. hey, i've been there before but never get too wet so i just brought with me an extra shirt. but i guess i ran out of luck yesterday. i was all wet, or should i say soaked. for three times at rio grande i was showered by the falls, splashed by the waves. wow, i'm hydrophilic.haha i was walking around, riding other rides, while my clothes were soaked. it felt so heavy and a little cold but still was fun. and riding at anchor's away for consecutive times made me a little dizzy. yesterday was the first time i went to EK that i get to ride any consecutively, we usually are queued for some time.

the rides are not exciting anymore. but still it was fun. thank you dear friends *hugS* =)

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wow. i'm writing again. but i don't know for how long. i think i'm going to neglect my blog again some time.

i had a good time designing my own pair of havs at myoh(rockwell) this morning.


yes, that's my name right there.haha now, my pair is something personal, i bet my sister wouldn't wear it.haha (selfish me)

i wish i could do something worthwhile this summer. i have to stop spending/shopping or i'll have to close my bank account soon. oh no. kung may summer class/es lang sana ko. masama pa rin ang loob ko sa tao sa chk. i'll have to write about it some time. para may iba pang maasar. at isumpa siya/sila.haha xp joke lang.=p

oh summer. my summer never felt like the summer i'm looking forward to or something close to it.

aba..ilang araw na rin akong pabalik-balik sa skul sa pgkuha ng mga clascard at sa pg-enrol ngaung summer tas naubusan pa ng slot kya na-miss q ang first class..haii..bukas babalik nnmn at pipila..ang init-init pa nmn!

kung hindi nga nmn ngaaasar ang summer ko..mai pesteng bagong lipat sa aming neighborhood..as in sa masaya at friendly nming environment..so,ang ipinopoint out q lng nmn ay hindi cla bgay.(ansama..xo) kc nmn,,ubod ng hangin! as in..una,umaaligid-aligid at ngttnong ng number,nanghihingi ng pic, at pati bhay tinatanong..salamat sa bestfrend1 q na mejo related dun sa taong yun at nabigo si pesteng neighbor..pgtpos ng ilang araw,,may outing ang subdivision at issma dw nia ang exgf nia..
mai ngtnong: tga capitol homesite ba xa?..
pesteng neighbor: hinde..
tnong ulit: bat mo issma?..
pesteng neighbor: eh kmukha xa ni iya eh..

wow..wala akong msbe dun nung knwento sken yan..tas e2 pa eh..hiningi ang no. ni bestfrend2 q at tinawagan..sbay sbi ng "may ggwin k b bukas?..aayain sna ktang mgbreakfast sa gloria jeans tas lunch tayo sa (isang mall na nakalimutan na ni frend dahil kinikilabutan daw xa) tas dinner sa shangrila"..aba,,ang lkas ng hangin..soobra..at marami pa sooobrang pinagyabang..

tas sa hindi ko malamang paraan..nagkaroon sya ng picture ko ksma c bestfriend1 (malamang galing yun kay bestfriend1 dahil mejo related nga cla,,distant cousins i think)
..at sa hindi ko rin alam na dahilan ay pinakita nya dw un sa ex nia na kung di nga nmn coincidence ay kapangalan ko pa!..tas kung anu-anu pa ang pinagssbi..na kesyo height lng dw ang lamang ko sa knya..PLEASE!...never compare me to someone like her..pag ngpunta dw d2 sbi ng berks nmen sa youth org d2 patulan na dw nmen kung mag-aangas pa..ang sabi q na lng we won't stoop down to their level..bat ba mai mga gnung klase ng tao..soobrang magyabang,,tas parang naghahanap ng away,,nagiistorbo nang nananahimik..pesteng neighbor tlga..argh..

dagdag pa sa kapestehan ang nakakatako na tao sa skul..basta..nakakatakot..todo nagffreak out tlga ko pagnakikita ko yun..

lubayan nyo na ko pde?